The Day YOU Fell From Heaven – By Trevor Martin
In the distant past you were called to the thrown of “God”. This having taken place in an indescribable area, no time, no limits, no weakness, colors so vibrant, singing that soothes, euphoria.
As YOU approach the “thrown”, all you notice is light. A light that cannot be described with human words and or understanding. Was there a figure sitting there? Maybe. Was it a man? Could have been. Was it human? Not so sure. All you knew was that it was kind, loving and powerful.
Words ring through the air surrounding you.
” I HAVE A TASK FOR YOU ANGEL. GO, LEAVE THIS PLACE AND ASSIST HUMANS ON EARTH. I WILL GIVE YOU ALL YOU NEED TO SUCCEED ON THIS MISSION. YOUR FAMILY AND LIFE HAS BEEN CHOSEN, YOUR BODY AND IMAGE HAS ALSO BEEN CHOSEN TO FIT ACCORDINGLY WITH THE MISSION AT HAND. YOUR MISSION, IF YOU CHOOSE TO ACCEPT IT, IS TO GO AND LEARN WHAT IT IS TO LOVE, LEARN WHAT IT IS TO FEEL PAIN. LAST BUT NOT LEAST, JUST EXPERIENCE WHAT IT IS TO ….EXPERIENCE.”
Words you knew you heard, yet no mouth had ever moved. As you begin to think “yes” to the given task, you are immediately shot and dropped out of “heaven”. Through time and space, through clouds, though planets, dreams, from the beginning of time to the end of it, landing in the womb of your selected mother on the day of your birth.
Yet strangely, it seems that when you were shot out of “heaven” and thrown through the eb and flow of time, you hit hard on this planet earth, it seemed to knock almost all recollect of your past from your memories. Left in an unknown place, with unknown people, doing unknown things, having no idea as to why… For the most part.
So, here you are, here and now. Always doubting yourself wondering what the hell is going on here and if there is a point to it all or not. Yet, there are times of pure clarity as if you are remembering something once known. Dreams where you get incite that changed your life, moments where you feel a type of home sickness for some potential place you know is not your house. Times where you think something is watching over, times where you think you know more then perhaps you should.
Bouncing from positive to negative depending on the moment and occurring events of the day. Times where you feel you are here for some reason you cannot pin point. Times where you would rather re-enact a porno with your significant other than go to church. Times where you doubt some form of “God” and times when you are more than positive something is there.
But what if…… In these moments of clarity, you are remembering that you are but an angel with amnesia.. Just doing your best to do what you think it is you were sent here for, no right or wrong way, only your way, the task you alone were given.