You Are A Beautiful Fucking Wreck – By Trevor Martin

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You have messed up, a lot. You have done so many amazing things in this world and have affected so many lives in positive ways you’ll really never know. You have hurt people, you have even scarred someone.

You have touched the heart of another, you have taught someone how to love. You have taught someone what it is to love themselves. You have made people feel like complete shit, and even made them wonder their worth. You have created works that are so amazing that no one will ever be able to match them. You have failed and fallen so deep you wondered how you would ever pick yourself back up again.

Your smile does and has lit up rooms, it is addictive and inspiring. Your anger has struck and harmed some closest to your heart. You have loved so hard that your mind was consumed by the thought of another, there have been times where you just wished you could take your love and shrink them down and put them in your pocket to be with them every second of the day.

You have had moments where you thought love was non existent. Times where you thought no one loved you, times where you felt like the only person on earth, alone. You have had times when you were the life of the party, remember when everyone wanted to talk to you? When they wanted your opinion? Times when you were the star in this movie we call life?

You have had times where you have sat alone and cried feeling as if a piece of your heart was missing, feeling so lost. Yet, you have had times where you felt so loved, so special that you cried tears of joy, a joy that can never be forgotten. You have had days where you knew you looked soooo amazing and felt as if you were “the man/woman. You have had times where you didn’t even really want to go out because you felt like you looked like pure stinky dog shit.

You have had days where you knew you were a leader, a person who is making such an impact that others want to follow. There have been times where you felt like the weakest link, the black sheep following the crowd with no ideas for themselves. Remember the time you felt as if God was walking right next to you??! The times you felt like you knew this being as if it was your number one home boy/girl??!! Can you also remember the time when you were almost sure nothing was watching over you, the link to the beyond had been severed and you were left all alone?

Every single one of us on this earth is an amazing, beautiful, divine, mass of conflicting, ironic impulses and emotions. And imperfection is so perfect! How could we ever care for each other if people were perfect? How would we ever know bad times if we didn’t experience good ones?

Its not really a question of if you’re a “good” person or a “bad” person, you are a human and that makes you beautiful. How can you be perfect and divine if you have done bad things in your life? Well, all we can do is try, life IS hard and sometimes we get caught in our own minds and we get trapped in our own pain and anger. But we are perfect because we could actually be no different, we are the best we can be, and no matter what YOU have done, that in itself is beautiful. But we all are just as broken as the next man. We are truly all a reflection of ourselves because we all are trying to do our best with what we know and no one is perfect, in terms of never messing up.

This has amazed me as of late and has really humbled me as I, as many people, have suffered from self righteousness. I can now look at another human being and know they are even to me. I love you more because you are stumbling through this reality with me, as human as I am. I appreciate all you do to try and swim through the rough seas of life. And last but not least I hope the best for you as you learn and see all aspects of yourself and life. Good luck to you and yours. ❤

One last thing, don’t ever worry about “making your mark”, you just being here has changed the whole world. 🙂

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